Months and months and months of anticipation for the San Antonio’s Rock ‘n’ Roll Marathon 2009 finally came to pass last Sunday. It was the city’s 2nd time to host this race and also my 2nd time to run it. There was a bit of anxiety stirring in my mind about how the race would turn out. Because of this nasty cold I had been battling the week before, I knew I needed to let go of all hopes that I might improve my 2008 completion time. But at the least, there was the idea that I would be able to run the whole course and finish in a somewhat close proximity (like 10 or 15 minutes) to what I ran last year. Turns out though, that was not the case…

Before the race even started, temperatures were in the 70s and humidity was at 94%; I had a hunch then how grueling of a feat it was going to be to finish in these conditions. Not even 30 minutes after I crossed the start, I felt weak and heavy and knew my motivational reserve was running on empty. At mile 6 I kept thinking how spent my body already was. And at mile 13.1 (the half way point) I was struggling big time. Even with lots of encouragement, like when Rob rode up next to me on his bike and let me listen to the girls cheer me on over the phone, I knew I would not be able to press on much longer at a jogging pace. I dug deep into my heart over and over again, trying to pull out some sort of determination, some bit of perseverance and drive, but nothing was there. Then at mile 18, I hit my wall. I couldn’t keep running. So off and on I would walk a bit and try to jog, walk a bit and try to jog. Somewhere around mile 24, this lingering scrap of energy appeared and I exhausted every last bit of it with a very slow jog for the last 2 miles. And then finally (adding almost an hour to last year’s time!) I crossed the finish line. There was relief that it was over for sure! But I felt so disappointed and defeated that I didn’t finish the way I wanted to. It wasn’t so much the time in and of itself that bummed me out, it was the fact that it was so much longer than what I was able to do the first time I ran.

I know. I know… I have to get over this and not beat myself up about it. I was just really discouraged because I trained hard and felt I didn’t have the results I had counted on. But this is a good lesson for me and I have to come to terms with the fact that it is just one of those things that happens; life has its let-downs and upsets. Reality is clear; some days are good and some are not so good. I was trying to think of what this race can teach me and how I can add one more thing to that running post here. And in doing so, I was reminded of words from Ecclesiastes 3 where it says, “To everything there is a season…” And as trivial and petty as a silly running event really is in the big scheme of things, this verse still has application for me (even in this setting). It is a good reminder that there is ‘a time for every purpose under heaven.’

A time to run,
and a time to walk;
A time for victory and accomplishment,
and a time to face defeat;
A time for health,
and a time to be sick;
A time for November to have cold days,
and a time for November to have crazy hot and humid days;
A time for sun;
and a time for rain (maybe even snow).

And my identity is not in my running, it is in my faith in God who through all seasons of life has a plan and purpose and ‘has made everything beautiful in its time.”

I have to remember that I had perseverance and steadfastness through the past 5 months of training. Even knowing that I am never in control of how the end turns out, I still need to press on in life with diligence. I don’t want my results to make me lose hope in the benefits of training and discipline, or to wonder ‘if only I had done…” It just didn’t work out for me this year (and maybe it won’t next year either). But I still keep running, because I love it and for what it teaches me…

Anyways, here are some pictures to recap the day

At the Rabons, our friends and hosts for the big run

The race just started and all these folks at the start (lots of Kenyans) are the ones I’ll be seeing at their 22nd – 24th mile, while I am only between miles 11 and 13
(the course from miles 11 to 13 coincided with the remaining course of miles 22 to 24)
The top finishers completed in little over 2 hours – crazy!

It is a bit hard to see the expressions of everyone around me at mile 20, but it captures the effect the heat was having on us all. I wasn’t alone in my pain.

Proof that a smile is not a tell-tale sign of happiness. I am hurting big time here!

running under the bridge with just half a mile to go and some friends to cheer me on
this did bring forth a true grin, knowing the end was truly in sight

Finally done! Rob was able to ride his bike along the whole course.
I actually sent him away at times when I was feeling low.
I liked him better surprising me up ahead along the course with his presence and encouragement rather than riding next to me as I struggled along (is that weird???)

Dear friends of ours, The Collins’ Family, loaded up their 5 kiddos (baby 6 on the way) and braved the traffic, the parking, the spectator shuttles, the walking, and all the other obstacles an event that has 30,000+ runners brings in to surprise me with their presence! I was truly touched by their willing determination to show their support!

So what are my plans for next year??? I am not running San Antonio again, that is for sure. The chance of heat is just too risky. Next year, it is Houston’s Chevron marathon in January when the forecast for colder weather is a bit more likely.

This past weekend we were supposed to have another family camping trip, but I was sick and needed to stay home. It was good how it turned out though, because this allowed Rob to have his first father/daughter camping opportunity. He took the girls out to Emma Long Park which is along the shores of Lake Austin (only about 30 minutes from home). Deric and his daughter Zoe (some neighbors of ours) were also able to come along.

I had asked for LOTS of pictures since I was not going to be there. I wanted pictures to take me through the course of the evening with shots that captured them setting up camp, eating dinner, playing together, roasting marshmallows, settling down in the tent… But I was not so fortunate.

I only saw one camp site picture (and it was from a far and lacking much detail)
camp site
And there was just one evening picture with the girls.
waiting for food
There were, however, many pictures devoted to capturing this nearby 10 point buck that was hanging out in the field nearby (not where my affections would be, but remember this was Rob taking the pictures…)
10 point buck

The next morning, after the friends had to leave to get back to a soccer game, Rob and the girls headed down to check out the lake. I am sure Rob knew how the morning would play out and that is why he chose to leave them in their pjs.

They would not be content to play along the shore for long…
morning playtime

No. They are not doing their morning yoga (as Rob’s sister had commented) but this was an activity equally as soothing to the girls; playing in the mud
dirt is always fun

now to get cleaned off (remember it is November and that water is COLD!)
Dee and Gracie in the water

I am a little embarrassed that they are all in their panties, but I guess it was ok because there were no onlookers around that morning
Halle and Gracie
and finally showing Rob their best dance poses while drying off and trying to warm up a bit in the sun
strike a pose

And what did I do with the house to myself for the first time ever??? I stayed in bed mostly and watched Jane Eyre and then Audrey Hepburn in Roman Holiday (that part was nice). Then I slept with all the lights on in the den and kitchen. And I woke up a bit sad knowing my girls would not be coming out of their rooms that morning to greet me while I was reading and drinking coffee.

But I am so glad they all had a really great time and had this opportunity together!

Dee and Gracie

I am not sure at what age it is no longer acceptable to suck your fingers or thumb, but I am sure we have passed that long ago. Plus with sickness and germs running rampage all over the place, sticking dirty bacteria-laden objects in your mouth can’t keep down your odds of catching something. Dee and Gracie’s finger sucking must stop!

Taping their fingers together is the first step we are attempting. And as you can see, they are not too thrilled about this. But instead of complaining and whining about it, they just find ways around our little obstacles. Dee simply takes the tape off once we leave the room and Gracie has just decided her thumb is a worthy substitute (hmmm, I wonder if their different responses to our restrictions is any sort of foreshadowing to possible future rebellion methods we will see later in the teenage years…) Anyways, Rob thinks we need to go more drastic and actually tape tongue depressors to their fingers. A neighbor even suggested we tape 12 inch rulers at their elbows to keep their arms straight – then they cannot bend to get to their fingers. I am now tempted to try either of those because the tape alone is not proving itself very effective.

I know all this might seem a cruel and unusual punishment (Dee and Gracie sure do!) But I know from experience that braces, wearing head gear, and other orthodontic type devices are even more so. I would hate for them to have to endure that type of torture like I did because we didn’t stop this behavior early on.

Maybe they will thank me later!

About eight years ago, I adopted a little paperback camouflage NIV Bible as my preferred choice of Scripture for regular use in my quiet times, Bible studies, and at church. And as you can see, it took quite the beating over the years.

old Bible The front and back covers kept tearing, pages came out at the seams every now and then, and lots of scribbles appeared on a regular basis from my girls (I think because they saw all my markings, they thought it would be nice to add their own…) With the help of lots and lots of packing tape, I managed to keep the covers bandaged up and some of the pages secure. But over the last year, it was just becoming too much work to keep everything in tact and I would just stuff the pages back inside when they came out. I soon realized when I would rummage through my clumps of chapters and books of the Bible that I was actually missing pages. Precious words from Genesis were no where to be found. Knowing that I could not keep using a Bible were passages were lost and gone forever, I finally allowed myself to justify the purchase of a brand new Bible.

Because I make lots of comments throughout the passages, I wanted a Bible that allowed lots of room for whatever I wanted to write down. And fortunately for me, they exist! I found this ESV journaling Bible here with wide margins which I thought would be perfect for all my note-taking needs. new Bible Having a bonded-leather cover, I doubted I would need to use any tape to keep it from tearing and it was small enough that I could still keep it in my purse when I was off to church or a Bible study. So I bought it!

But now that I have it, I am wondering if I should be copying down all the notes I took down in my previous one? There are so many wonderful things that have been recorded in the margins of my old Bible. I just don’t think I can bear to know there might be things I learned and thought important enough to take note of that I will never see again if I don’t re-write them. I know some folks that do this copying when they get a new Bible and I also know some that choose not to. It would be a lot of work, but maybe if I just do a little over time, it will be complete before I know it. I also think it will be refreshing to see some of the things I recorded over the years. I won’t re-underline text as I think that is something one does only when the scripture speaks to their heart at that particular moment. But I do think copying notes is ok. I just don’t know what to do with the words “I love you Jo” that Rob wrote years and years ago??? Sweet, right! Maybe I will just tear out that page and put it in a safe place where I have stored other fond keepsakes.

It was a frightful Halloween with the H1N1 virus making an appearance in a couple different ways. Fortunately there was Dr. Halle and Nurse Dee to the rescue!

Dee & Halle
Dee & Gracie
Gracie

some of the GLC troops H1 N1 & Halle Sometime over the summer, Halle mentioned she wanted to be a doctor. When a friend of mine told me she had nurse and doctor dress-up clothes for us to borrow, I thought a medical theme would be fun to play out. Dee was to be the nurse and Gracie would be the patient. It wasn’t until a couple days before Halloween that all the costumes were figured out. My mom had heard about a couple dressing up as the H1N1 virus and I immediately decided to use (um… OK ’steal’ is the better word, whatever…) that idea for us. And that meant instead of figuring out how we could make Gracie a patient, we could dress her up as a different rendition of the swine flu. We already owned piggie pjs and so adding a cardboard snout and pink construction paper ears helped complete the costume. Between borrowing costumes, home made pig features, and using blue painters tape to announce the H1N1 virus, it was an expense-free Halloween!!

No, Bart Simpson would not approve of that.

But, you can ‘half’ a cow. And that is what we did!

This past weekend, we bought half a cow (aka a ’side’ – but I like saying ‘half a cow’) from the A&M Meat & Science Center out in College Station, TX.

rosenthal logo

Now cows are very big animals and so a side of cow takes up a lot of space!! And that means all these packages of meat are taking over our deep freezer in the garage. Everything just barely fit!

that is a lot of meat folks!

So what does a half of cow actually equate to, you might be wondering? We were able to get 232 pounds of meat which was projected to include 1 brisket, 2 skirt steaks, 3 top blade steaks, 5 chuck roasts, 3 clod roasts, 12 ribeye steaks, 11 top loin steaks, 5 top sirloin steaks, 4 tenderloin steaks, 2 round tip roasts, 5 bottom round roasts, 9 cutlets, and approximately 72 packages of ground beef. Yes, SEVENTY TWO packages of ground beef (each weighing 2 lbs).

You could really say ‘holy cow’ here and mean it!

Our neighbors were outside in the yard when Rob was unloading the meat and it was fun to hear all the banter they were tossing around. They all had some great ideas on how to best go through all this beef before a whole year goes by. Rob said we could just set an empty coffee can in the garage and they could come over and drop their change in to take out whatever they might need for dinner. And then another person thought it would be a great opportunity for our girls to become little entrepreneurs and, instead of the typical lemonade stand, they could set up a meat stand out on the corner of the neighborhood and get a taste for some business management. It would be great to sell some of it off; because really, what in the world am I going to do with 144 pounds of ground beef!!! And in the mean time, I cannot fit anything else in my freezer.

The girls had different expectations of what their daddy was going to return home with when we told them he was going to get a cow. Sweet Gracie got really excited and asked if she could pet it when he came home. Well…. I hated to disappoint her, but there was no point beating around the bush with this kind of stuff. So I very matter-of-factly stated, no baby – it will be a dead cow, one that has been processed into lots and lots of meat for us to eat (I was smiling rather big to make this sound just as good as bringing home a live cow). This obviously turned a happy Gracie into a rather grumpy Gracie and she responded with “I don’t eat cow” as she crossed her arms in front of her body and scowled in disgust at this atrocity. I had to raise a doubtful eyebrow and ask ‘oh really?’ Then I ran a few questions by her where she answered yes, she did eat chickens/yes, she did eat fish/yes, she did eat bacon/ so yes, she did eat meat. And then an answer of yes, she did hamburgers. All this finally forced her to concede that yes, she did eat cow. I know that doesn’t sound very nice, but these are life lessons folks; best teach ‘em early!

And also worth mentioning (which is a bit of a disappointment to Rob), we are not eating red meat every day of the week for breakfast, lunch, and dinner! This purchase was still within our moneysaving-frugal style of living and we will be reducing our grocery budget for many months to come to compensate for the purchase. I have been one to ration the beers Rob can have per week and the handful of almonds he can snack on when he comes home from work, so I will also now be restricting his consumption in the meat department (because as of Friday we literally have our very own meat department). I am not really that mean about it, but nobody better mess with my grocery budget. It is one of the few things I feel I have control over in this crazy unpredictable world (but that is for another blog…)

Anyways, we have a lot of cow meet! So if any folks have great recipe ideas, please pass them on!!

Halle’s math lessons have lately involved her gaining an understanding of weights and measurement. So far, all of her assignments have just asked about pictures and number problems; to complete them we have needed only a pencil. No extra supplies have ever been mentioned so I was not expecting the assignment today to require the use of a real balance. And one can chalk it up to poor planning on my part or a limited home-schooling budget (both are factors here), but for many reasons, there is a lack of balancing instruments in the home that would be suitable for Halle’s school exercises today.

math book

I was ready to just help Halle guess which item/items might be ‘heavier than’, ‘lighter than’, or ‘as heavy as’ and call it a day. But Halle had the great idea to actually make a balance! Quite ambitious she is and she had some great thoughts on how to create such a device. We were in the process of punching holes into some plastic trays so we could attach string to them and tie them to a hanger when Rob came out from working (his new job has him office-ing at home when he is not out on a construction site). His comments were quite contrary to what I would hope from a supportive dad. It would be encouraging to hear him offer up praise like, ‘oh my, how cool is that!’ and ‘what a great idea!’ But no… this engineer/construction-minded brute came out and questioned the accuracy of our scale; asking the whereabouts of a fulcrum and throwing out terms like equilibrium and proper weight distribution. What? I don’t think your opinions were called on. Sir, please just go back to the office/bedroom whence you came and leave us be. It is not like NASA will be calibrating our instrument for precision or anything. And besides we were perfectly content with our little make-shift balance using a hanger, plastic lids, and some string. Also the elliptical trainer that has sat untouched in our dining room since the day we borrowed it (many months ago) served as the perfect place to hang our balance and conduct all our experiments. This worked great for our weight comparisons of keys, rulers, pencils, toy cars, and coins.

our homemade balance Halle and weights

To help set the premise for this post (and most likely for the many to follow in the same topic area…) it will be beneficial to mention Rob’s undergraduate degree was in Parks and Recreation with a minor in Outdoor Education. Yep, you can major in such a thing and he actually received grades and college credit for taking backpacking and hiking trips! Rob loves the outdoors and he chose that degree because his desire was to go into full-time camp ministry. And for that matter, he did pursue that type of role during our 3rd and 4th years in marriage when we were on staff with Young Life. We worked first at Wilderness Ranch and then at Snow Wolf Lodge which were both geared for taking kids on long backpacking trips out in the beauty and majesty of the Colorado mountains. But that season of life was short-lived and our current situation is very far removed from the day-in/day-out camping scene. Yet Rob’s heart for the outdoors is still beating strong and he would love to foster in our girls that same fondness for enjoying God’s creation and sleeping under the stars.

Knowing that we wanted to slowly ease our girls into an appreciation of the outdoors and to acquaint them to the idea of camping in a positive way, we decided to rent a trailer for their first wilderness adventure (you can see that story here). And because that trip (from a year ago) was quite the success, we thought the next step to transform them into little hiker/backpackers want-to-bes should involve sleeping in tents. And so that is what we did. Two weekends ago, we headed out to a campground in Canyon Lake, TX along the Guadalupe River , it was a good place to try out as it was well kept and maintained. But there were also lots of rental cottages there and places for RV hook-ups and lots of power lines all in near proximity, so the rural and remote charm we were hoping for wasn’t part of this experience. But we did appreciate the nearby bathrooms! And the covered picnic tables that were scattered about the property ended up proving themselves to be a welcomed amenity when the rain came the next morning.

Our friends Mike and Megan Roberts came along too and we had a great time hanging out with them. And thanks to Halle, we also ended up spending some of our evening and morning with a father/daughter duo that were staying in an RV right next to our site. She couldn’t resist going over to the little girl who was watching us set up camp and introduce herself. The father later told us how entertained he was by all Halle’s conversation topics she covered in the first couple minutes of their encounter. He recapped her dialogue with how she started off with ‘do you know about Jesus?’ and then when he said ‘yes’ (probably not in the way Halle was hoping for) she then moved on to mentioning some of her mom’s restrictions on eating (probably including the no hydrogented oil or high fructose corn syrup rules) and then relayed a brief synopsis for many of her extended family members. Needless to say, he probably had quite a few conclusions about our family before he actually came over and met us personally himself.

We will definitely do this again and again. But while the kids are young (and too small to carry their own 50lb packs) we will most likely stick to car-camping and further hold off on Rob’s true wish to escape with us all into the back country donning only a backpack with just the essentials for survival. Someday Rob, someday…

Halle
Gracie, Dee, and Halle
Gracie, Dee, and Halle
Gracie
Dee
Halle
Roasting MarshmallowsMike and Megan
Mike with the girls

These are old backpacking picks and will give you an idea of what Rob ultimately would love to have the girls experience.
Rob & Jo summer 2000
wilderness ranch - 2000
Wilderness Ranch
Wilderness Ranch
wilderness ranch

I know there is an expression out there that either says “A picture is worth a hundred words” or “An expression is worth a hundred words” (and maybe ‘a thousand words’ was the ending of the quote???? I just don’t remember…)

Whatever it is, the old saying works here on this picture of Halle’s expression below!

Halle's great expression

You have to know that I am the one taking this picture and hence I am the recipient of this look. Also, remember that I am the least-favored parent to whom the “I like you” note was bestowed upon, instead of an “I love you” one like her daddy received (that post is here)

So with that said, I am guessing this expression of hers is probably conveying words that the dimwit taking her picture (that would be moi!) is most unfavorable in her opinion. And that she is obviously superior to the person her eyes are condemning.

But my limited vocabulary doesn’t help me out with putting words here, but I am sure they are out there!

What words come to your mind when you see this look?

Well not EVERYTHING of course, but there are quite a few things I have learned from running that are analogous to life. And it would be good for me to clarify that when I use the word ‘life’ I am thinking more in line with the Christian life the Bible calls one to abide by. But I am not allowed enough characters in the title to spell all that out, nor would doing so make for an eye-catching title. So it remains as is.

Just two more notes to make before we are off and ‘running‘ with this post. Readers will need to understand that, like most analogies, the ones below will break down at some point (many will do so rather quickly); so don’t go contemplating these TOO much. But on the surface, there is some truth to be seen (and maybe humor too). As you will quickly conclude, I am no theologian. These are just some of the random things I ponder when I am out there hitting the pavement in the early am, with my thoughts all to myself. Oh and if the length of this rather lengthy post seems intimidating, you can get the gist of it by reading the bold blue bullets and the green references in italic.

Now with all that clarified, are you ready?

On your mark,
get set,
go…

*momentary affliction can lead to joy
Don’t let my love for running fool you; I do not (I repeat, I do not!) consider myself an athletic person. My own body is quite wimpy and is lacking in the necessary fitness level to truly classify myself as one that is strong and in any sort of great shape. But years ago, I had this inkling that joy could be found in running and I set out to find it. However, just being able to jog one mile, without stopping, took a lot of determination and much unpleasant exertion on my part. It was after months and months of running just a little bit further every so often that I could finally make the whole mile at a decent jogger’s pace. For the first time, I was able to say in all honesty that running was indeed enjoyable. Yet that one mile only offered me about 10 minutes of pleasant activity and I wanted more. Off and on through college, and in the early years of marriage, and then after Halle was born, I could labor my way up to a point where I could enjoy a nice 3 mile run on a somewhat regular basis. But after a hiatus in running was necessary for the twin pregnancy and then several more additional weeks for a post delivery recovery, even walking 1/2 a mile was a feat. The idea of ever jogging again seemed impossible! Still there was that memory of the joy that running can bring and I wanted to find it again (especially because I was now a full-time stay at home mom with three kids under three, all still in diapers, and two needing to be nursed many times a day. Yes, having at least a 30 minute slot for some alone mental solace time was something I was on a pursuit for!) There was a 1.5 mile trek from our neighborhood out to I-35 with lots of hills, so I decided that running the total round trip of 3 miles would be a nice goal to aim for. Over the course of about four months, the momentary afflictions of discomfort became less and less as I tried to make it all the way out to the highway and back without walking. And then it happened, one glorious crisp November morning I finally could run there and back the whole way! And I felt great!! Because I had pushed myself (bit by bit) past my comfort zone, I could at last run the distance I wanted. And in doing so there was a new part of daily life that I looked forward to. Getting to enjoy a morning jog, following my quiet time, was/is the perfect start to a day.
In other areas of life, apart from running, this truth holds firm as well. When marriage, parenting, the call to disciple our children, homeschooling, serving and loving others have its challenges (and they often do), I have an example in Jesus to endure. Because of the joy that awaits me. “Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God (Hebrews 12:2)”

below quote is from the true story account, ‘Lone Survivor’
*The body can take damn near anything. It’s the mind that needs training.
So running between 3-5 miles a day is very pleasing to me and (most days) I love it! There is joy while I am out on a run and even after I am done. But the prior point about a joy-that-awaits was not to be my motivator when I had the crazy idea that I wanted to run a half-marathon for the first time and then a full-marathon the very next year (and another full this November…) I knew running that far would require lots of training involving many long mile runs and that would in no shape or form bring joy to me. There is no joy during the runs when I am past my comfortable 5 mile mark, still huffing and puffing with many more miles to go. There is no joy after completing a long run when all muscles are sore for the rest of the day and then into the next. And sadly, there is no lasting joy even after I have completed the race I was training for and crossed a finish line because I see the time it took me and I think ‘aw dang! I wish I could have run that faster(you can see my disappointing results here) .” Nope, the potential for possible joy wouldn’t cut it here and give me something to press on towards when the training was difficult. Instead, it was the idea that I would learn perseverance, persistence, and steadfastness – all traits I know are also necessary in my desire to live a life that glorifies God in what He calls me to as a wife, a mother, and a child of His. Following a training program for a half/full marathon would definitely teach me about commitment and discipline and how to push myself on when the road is hard. On many of the training days, especially those when I am required to run long long distances, my body will scream at me, call me names and send signals of weariness throughout every inch of my body. But I want so badly to be able to finish strong; so I let the perseverance in my mind speak louder than the discomfort in my legs and the burning in my chest. I know that running a marathon does not make me a runner with super abilities (I am convinced that most folks can do likewise – if they want to), it is only by sheer mental determination that I am able to reach the end. It is the training of the mind.
And when I am struggling to push on in other areas of life (when the days are hard), I can remember what perseverance feels like (because I have felt it in running) and I know there is strength to continue on. As a Christian, I have this important truth to hold on to. It is the renewing of my mind that is so important in remaining strong in my faith. “Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will (Romans 12:2)”

*it is the heart that reveals one’s true capacity for endurance
There is a science that I am trying to learn and understand about the heart’s role in training the body to run further and faster with less effort. I don’t have my mind around it all yet, but I get the fact that the greatest aerobic benefits come when I keep my heart rate at a certain percentage of its maximum. So I wear this heart rate monitor to keep me informed of what percentage I am at during my runs. This just keeps me aware of when I am overextending myself (which is almost never – I am a slow and steady type of girl) or when I am underextending (which is often and this gadget is letting me know if I want to run faster, I still can. In essence it is mocking me, saying ‘push harder you wimpy girl!’) I am learning that regardless of what I feel like I can do, it is the condition of my heart that affirms when I am capable of more. But there is a greater truth about the heart when God has been at work there. And I love that I can echo the words of the psalmist when he says,”I run in the path of your commands, for you have set my heart free (Psalm 119:32)”

*If Jesus ate figs, maybe I should too
I know there are many things Jesus did in his life that can be applied in our own lives in a FIG-urative way. But in this case, there really are great benefits for eating figs! And we would profit health wise to follow his example literally. Dried figs are a nice and small, concentrated, full of carbs, nutritious little fruit that you can easily keep in your pocket and snack on while when you are in need of more energy (like when running long distances or ‘running’ errands with your kiddos – both can be exhausting!) Even better, they taste good too! Figs help with all those glucose/performance/glycogen/fuel/stamina type things you will often hear mention of in the world of running. Check ‘em out!
(see Matthew 21:18-19)

*the shodding of your feet is important
My spending habits will reveal that I demonstrate very little brand loyalty to most items I purchase. When I consider EVERYTHING I spend money on – food, toiletries, clothing, household products – I can think of only three things that are tied to a specific brand in which I will make no substitutes.
One that has nothing to do with running
*Kiss My Face shaving cream (a bummer that I am attached to this stuff because I cannot get it free at CVS…)
Two that are most critical to my running
*Brooks running shoes
*Thorlo micro mini-crew running socks.

I felt a huge difference (in the most positive way) in my running when I was first introduced to Brooks more than 4 years ago and I have been a loyal fan ever since! It is so good that I found some shoes that I love because I have read often enough (and have now experienced for myself) the notion that a good pair of running shoes is the most important piece of equipment for any runner. If a pair of shoes does not meet the needs of support, cushion, and stability for the feet that will be running in them, they can hasten or cause injury. Not good! I want to be able to run for years and years and years to come, therefore I will make whatever investments I need into my shoes so that I am less prone to injury and can keep logging up the miles as long as possible. I have also found that socks can do much for your feet when running too. It is really a matter of preference for each person, but for me (and I’ll try not to sound like a commercial here…) I can find no other style or brand that keep my feet as happy, dry, and blister-free as the thorlo micro mini-crew. So all that to say, I will never compromise on my choice of running shoes or socks because they are foundational to my ability to run. Nor will I compromise my belief in the Gospel as the firm foundation on which I am to stand on in my faith, “…and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace… (Ephesians 6:15)”

*armor isn’t just for the days of knights and castles
To make for a safe and enjoyable run, there are many things I have to adorn myself with before I head out. My usual ‘armor’ involves the following: A Garmin forerunner strapped to my wrist which keeps me informed of the truth of my run (time, distance, heart rate, pace…) There is a monitor across my breastplate, tracking the condition of my heart so I can know that it is justifiable to continue on in exertion. High quality shoes and socks (what I mentioned above) are on my feet. A sun visor serves as my helmet to keeps frizzy stray hair out of my face and to serve as a shield from the sun. I carry a pepper spray dispenser, acting like a sword, to protect against the possible attacks of vicious angry dogs that may be lurking behind the shadows. My ipod has playlists with words and tunes to keep my spirits up and my mind at peace. And if all that were not enough gadgets to make me feel like I am geared up for some sort of special task force secret mission, I also have to add one more item on my really long runs. I have this nifty belt I wear on my waist that allows me to clip on water bottles and fill a pouch with figs and gel shots, allowing me to have easy access to hydration and energy boosters when I need them. I do feel rather silly with all of these at times, but I know how important they are, and I won’t go running with out them.
If I can see the importance of how I equip myself just for running, then I should readily understand that in the more significant area of a life of faith, the manner of dress and attire are critical. I need to take heed the instruction from the Bible to don my Christian armor and never be without specific essentials. “Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God (Ephesians 6:13-17)”

*strength comes from the hills
That trek outside our home in San Antonio (mentioned above) had several very steep hills one had to travel up and down to make it out to the highway. I often thought how grueling these obstacles in my path were and would regularly curse their existence (especially during the early months when I first set out to run on them). I would think how much easier running would be and how much faster I could run if there were no hills to make it so darn difficult. But now that I am living out in flatland Manor TX, I actually miss them. When the hills were part of my run everyday, I concluded they were a hindrance. But now that I am without them, I realize how advantageous they really were. Without the daily challenge of running up those great ascents, I have noticed how my endurance has decreased, my muscles have weakened, and my pace is much slower. Hindsight, I finally have appreciation for those hills because running on them forced my muscles to develop and work hard. I wish I knew then what I know now; it is the hills that truly helped me become a stronger runner! So if I want to gain back that strength that has since been lost, extra effort and travel is needed to find some hills to run regularly on because they were a good thing.
In my Christian faith, I need to realize that the ‘hills’ I am faced with and must endure need not be feared (or cursed) because they can create in me a greater dependence in the Lord and strengthen my faith in Him. And fortunately, I do not have to go looking or travel anywhere to find that strength! “I lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the LORD, who made heaven and earth (Psalm 121)”

*alcohol (in moderation) is a good thing
I recently found out that a runner should take in (daily) between 50 and 200 micrograms of food-derived chromium (a mineral that has a role in the metabolizing of carbohydrates for energy). And did you know that beer is a good source of chromium! Yep, one beer contains roughly 60 micrograms of chromium. Nothing like finding more justification to enjoy happy hour…
And another ‘happy’ fact would be making mention of one purpose God had when He came up with the idea of another drink I like to enjoy, “He makes… wine that gladdens the heart of man (Psalm 104:14,15)”

*pain in one part of the body is often caused by dysfunction in another part
Last winter I started to undergo LOTS of terrible pain in my left knee when I was running. I kept hoping it would go away, but soon the condition became such a crippling experience that it hurt to even walk. A visit to an orthopedic doctor revealed my weak hip muscles were actually the culprit of the pain in my knee. The treatment I was prescribed entailed a several month break from running and a physical therapy plan that required daily exercises, designed to strengthen those hip muscles. And thank goodness that by improving the issues with my hip, there was a change in the pain in my knees. I could run again!
In the case of my knee, the pain I felt there just revealed something was wrong elsewhere. And to make the correlation from running to the spiritual, I think the verse from Titus 3:3 offers a pretty convicting summary of things that are very ‘wrong’ about our human nature when it says that we are “‘foolish, disobedient, deceived and enslaved by all kinds of passions and pleasures, living in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another.” But trying to focus on and correct those tendencies will not ultimately fix them or make them go away because they are just the revealers of another dysfunction that is ultimately the culprit in desperate need of a remedy. The underlying problem here is our sin-nature and without the healing and saving power of a Great Physician, we are without hope to be free from its power and consequence. And how sweet and amazing it is to know that God is that Great Physician! And this is just one of the many verses that causes me to rejoice at His healing and saving power!! “But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, he saved us, not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. He saved us through the washing of rebirth and renewal by the Holy Spirit, whom he poured out on us generously through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that, having been justified by his grace, we might become heirs having the hope of eternal life (Titus 3:4-7).” This thought about my weakness and God’s strength also reminds me of a passage from the apostle Paul (one of my favorite verses) when he says, “But he [the LORD] said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong (2 Corinthians 12:9-10)”

*when striving for things you love, don’t worry about your aroma
When I come back from running, Halle is always quick to tell me that I need a shower. Sometimes she tries to be polite about her observations as she once said, “You are stinky, but I won’t say you smell like trash.” It’s true. I cannot disagree; ‘you stinketh’ would indeed be the opinion anyone near me will conclude when I come back from running. But there is really nothing I can do about it. Putting on deodorant has no effect of how I smell at the end of a run. And in addition to offering no benefit in odor reduction, I also found that deodorant just turns into foam on my long runs and WILL eventually leak out from under my arms (that causes much more self-consciousness than an unpleasant odor…) So now I forego any attempts to make for a tolerable fragrance. I just decided that I love running and will do it regardless of how it makes me smell and the offense it might cause others.
And likewise in my Christian faith, there will be an ‘aroma’ about me as I strive to ‘love the Lord with all my heart, my soul, my mind, and my strength.’ And in doing so, I am not to worry about gaining (or losing) the approval of others. I just know that I love the Lord and what others say or feel about that, so be it. “Now thanks be to God who always leads us in triumph in Christ, and through us diffuses the fragrance of His knowledge in every place. For we are to God the fragrance of Christ among those who are being saved and among those who are perishing. To the one we are the aroma of death leading to death, and to the other the aroma of life leading to life (2 Corinthians 2:14-16)”

*either rest well or train hard
On all the programs I have come across in training for big runs, I find that every week has scheduled one day of complete rest. I see it stated over and over again the importance of recovery time after a week’s work of training. Rest is necessary. Because rather than improving performance by doing activity everyday, one will actually do harm. You can over train your body. Injury, illness, and eventually burnout can all occur when runners do not give themselves a full day of rest. So in order to train hard and do your best, your body needs that FULL day of rest every week-no exceptions!
That idea shouldn’t come as a surprise or be a new concept because it is rooted in God’s design. How often I forget that honoring the Sabbath day of rest is one of the 10 commandments (Exodus 20:8)! “There are six days when you may work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath of rest, a day of sacred assembly. You are not to do any work; wherever you live, it is a Sabbath to the LORD (Leviticus 23:3).” I need to remember that this isn’t to be a burden or hindrance but rather a wonderful provision for my welfare!! “The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath. So the Son of Man is Lord even of the Sabbath (Mark 2:27)”

*the less sedentary one becomes, the more nutrition they require
Studies show that the more active folks become in their running, the more protein their bodies need. It is said that endurance athletes (like runners) should take in .45 to .72 grams of protein per pound of their body weight. Even when you only need to get half of your body weight in grams of protein, that is a lot! I don’t keep track specifically of what my intake is now, I just make sure I add extra supplements than what my usual eating routine would supply. And fortunately there is a way for me to know, for certain, if my protein is at an acceptable level. One perk of donating plasma (more on that here) regularly (apart from the extra spending money I receive. Oh, and the ’saving lives’ part) is that they do test your protein levels before each donation. Last year (before I knew about an increase in running needing an increase in protein…) I watched my protein levels get so significantly low that I had to stop donating. But now that I know what I need to do in order to keep running strong (and donating plasma), I have to put in the extra effort to give my body the extra protein it needs.
And of course this point wouldn’t be mentioned if there were not also some correlating spiritual truth I can liken it to. If we are to become more active and more mature in our faith, we need to increase our intake and understanding and application of God’s word. “Anyone who lives on milk, being still an infant, is not acquainted with the teaching about righteousness. But solid food is for the mature… (Hebrews 5:13)”

*don’t compare yourself to others
I don’t normally view myself as a competitive person. Usually it is my own past successes or failures that I weigh my present actions against. But there are those moments every now and then when I do let my mind focus too much (in negative ways) on the achievements of others. I start to resent myself when I dwell too much on where I am lacking and fall short in my comparisons. And in doing so, I lose much of the joy I find in running. I need to remember that every person is different in their abilities as runners, in their motivators, in their goals, and even in their training. It is good for me to be teachable and learn from other runners, to be inspired by their successes! But I need to avoid falling into the snare of comparing myself against others because I will either covet the skills of another runner or I will take pride in some strength I think I have over someone else. Neither are good. And when I am facing the same comparison-type struggles in my Christian faith, the verse I need to remember is this. “Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men (Colossians 3:23-24)”

*find some running buddies
This is one area that I am still learning about. In my daily 30-45 minute runs, I prefer to run solo. I am very much an introvert and that is my precious and prized alone time and I don’t believe there is anything wrong with that type of solitude. But without fellow runners along side me during this long arduous marathon training thing, I am beginning to suffer from a decline in motivation and my ambition to finish is dwindling. I have no one to really share my struggles or pain with and no one to encourage me on when I am feeling burned out. This is not a pity party, I am just facing the hard fact that I am actually doing myself harm when I try to remain steadfast and committed all on my own. And it should be of no surprise to me that if running has revealed a need for community, then most definitely living in faith does too! I am made more and more aware of my desperate dependence on loving sisters in Christ to help comfort me or spur me on (and for me to be able to do likewise to them). As the following Scriptures will confirm we were made fellowship and there IS strength in numbers. “And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works (Hebrews 10:24).”
“So flee youthful passions and pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace, along with those who call on the Lord from a pure heart (2 Timothy 2:22).” “Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ (Galations 6:2).” “Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses… let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us (Hebrews 12:1)”

*run with wet socks and you will get blisters
No deep or hidden message here. It is just an unpleasant fact that I have learned the hard way and worth noting!
If anyone can find a fun spiritual truth to go along with that point, kudos to you. This may be a stretch, but one verse that could maybe be worked to fit here is this. “Bad company corrupts good character (1 Corinthians 15:33)” (you know, because wet socks ‘corrupt’ your feet…)

***And in conclusion, if I were to sum up everything about running and Christian living with just one mentality to cling to, this would be a great verse! “and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us… (Hebrews 12:1)”

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